BRAVE

Never imagined in your life for having a marriage that you'll never know.

Your mom does.

She handles everything about your marriage, includes your husband-wanna-be, of course!

You'll never accept it!

It will be really unfair when it happens.

Then you ask to yourself, "Why does it happen to me? Is it just because I am a princess?"

Brave.

You try to find any way to make your mom changes her mind.

A spell magic.

It works.

It works to change your Mom into a bear!

What's Your Number?

Such a hardest thing in your life to get the perfect one, when you realize your younger sister gets married and you have no one.

Not because you are invisible, but you are too idealistic to make a choice.

Then you are in love with many guys.

You try to have the best one, but "twenty" is just too many.

Then you realize you don't have time any more.

It's not about game.

Talking about the first love, you never will forget "the first"

You try hard to make him come back after he leaves you.

An unbelievable fact that you still expect him after being hurt.

But, the saddest thing.

After all, your dream comes true.

But he will never accept "what's the number of him" if it has been too many.

Not again.

Cause there will be someone out there who accept you no matter "what's the number of him".

It's just about number.

The Ugly Truth

You thought that you were in love with someone, an orthopedist.

You thought that he was perfect.

He was smart enough for you.

He was the most handsome guy you had ever met.

Then, he tried to force you being better.

You changed yourself to be another person to be the most perfect couple.

But...

Could you realize someone who loved your perfect imperfection?

Could you realize someone who loved you no matter what?

Then, you didn't need to change anything to pleasure him.

You didn't need to have a fake hair just because he loved long-haired woman.

You didn't need to be someone else just because he didn't want you to be his manager of life.

He loved you just the way you were.

But, you never saw him standing back of you.

You know why?

Your eyes were too blind because of your "perfect" love.

Then you loose yourself in your perfection.

You loose yourself forever 'till you were still with him, mr. perfect one.

white horses

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

JLEB itu...

...ketika semua bertanya, "Ini rombongan pada pake jilbab semua, kok kamu belum?"
...ketika semua bilang, "Loh? Anak kedokteran biasanya pake jibab loh!"
...ketika semua mengacipi, "Kapan Berjilbab?"

Dan jawaban yang sama... "Hehehe, belum siap, Om, Tante, Bu, Pak, Mbak."

31 Januari 2012

*lagi coba-coba jilbab*
*mama masuk kamar*

M : Pakelah, dek, jilbab.
N : Ageklah, hehehe
M : Tunggu apo lagi?
N : ...
M : Besok bae dek. Tahun baru harus beda penampilan.
N : *What the....*


Hari Ini

Ketemu Bu Pungky. Bener-bener diceramahin abis-abisan kenapa belom pake jilbab. -__-
"Tau gak, di Malaysia, ada masjid yang ga boleh ngizinin masuk kalo belom pake jilbab." jleb.
"Dosen kalian, ada loh, temen ibu, fanatik banget nyuruh mahasiswinya pake jilbab. Giliran kamu nanti!" jleb.
"Kenapa sih belum pake jilbab? Hatinya gak terketuk kali, ya." Ngubur diri.

Mungkin, kalo udah pake jilbab, bu pungky orang yang paling berjasa -_-fufufu