The Ugly Truth

You thought that you were in love with someone, an orthopedist.

You thought that he was perfect.

He was smart enough for you.

He was the most handsome guy you had ever met.

Then, he tried to force you being better.

You changed yourself to be another person to be the most perfect couple.

But...

Could you realize someone who loved your perfect imperfection?

Could you realize someone who loved you no matter what?

Then, you didn't need to change anything to pleasure him.

You didn't need to have a fake hair just because he loved long-haired woman.

You didn't need to be someone else just because he didn't want you to be his manager of life.

He loved you just the way you were.

But, you never saw him standing back of you.

You know why?

Your eyes were too blind because of your "perfect" love.

Then you loose yourself in your perfection.

You loose yourself forever 'till you were still with him, mr. perfect one.

white horses

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

JLEB itu...

...ketika semua bertanya, "Ini rombongan pada pake jilbab semua, kok kamu belum?"
...ketika semua bilang, "Loh? Anak kedokteran biasanya pake jibab loh!"
...ketika semua mengacipi, "Kapan Berjilbab?"

Dan jawaban yang sama... "Hehehe, belum siap, Om, Tante, Bu, Pak, Mbak."

31 Januari 2012

*lagi coba-coba jilbab*
*mama masuk kamar*

M : Pakelah, dek, jilbab.
N : Ageklah, hehehe
M : Tunggu apo lagi?
N : ...
M : Besok bae dek. Tahun baru harus beda penampilan.
N : *What the....*


Hari Ini

Ketemu Bu Pungky. Bener-bener diceramahin abis-abisan kenapa belom pake jilbab. -__-
"Tau gak, di Malaysia, ada masjid yang ga boleh ngizinin masuk kalo belom pake jilbab." jleb.
"Dosen kalian, ada loh, temen ibu, fanatik banget nyuruh mahasiswinya pake jilbab. Giliran kamu nanti!" jleb.
"Kenapa sih belum pake jilbab? Hatinya gak terketuk kali, ya." Ngubur diri.

Mungkin, kalo udah pake jilbab, bu pungky orang yang paling berjasa -_-fufufu

Perlahan-lahan...

Seisi kelaspun mulai dihuni oleh para wanita berhijab... Sucong yang jadi partner non-jilbaber pun udah mulai nutup aurat. Jilbab udah mulai 'seleksi alam' di kelas. Kapan ya aku ._.

Antara Dua Anak SD

Di tengah perjalanan pulang ke rumah...

Jam 11. Jam anak SD kelas 2 pulang. Di lorong rumah. Aku pulang kuliah kok -_-v kebetulan aja cuma jadwal tutorial doangs :p Ada 2 anak kecil -masih pake seragam- dan entah kenapa aku nyimpulin mereka anak kelas 2 SD :p satunya cewe satunya cowo. Lagi berantem. Lagi menggoda dan digoda. Satunya cewe, menurutku manis dengan rambut panjangnya. Satunya cowo, kayanya suka sama cewe ini. Serius. Cowo jalan di depan. Mereka bercakap entah apa, ga bakat sih aku nguping. Tapi kalo yang ini jelas jelas banget di telinga. Hehehe...

Ce : Panas niaaaan...
Co : Panas ye? Sini aku lindungi. hehe
Ce : Is mahap be!
Co : Lah kau ni, gek item.
Ce : Biarlah.
Co : Yosudah, aku ngelindungi diri aku dewek be.
Ce : Awaklah item!
Co : Tapi aku nak mutihin badan!
Ce : Isssss! *tampangjijiknya*
Co : Nah, nian. Aku la make bio*e (you knowlah mereknya)
Ce : Ih apo sih kau ni!
Co : Daripada cewek? Mutihin pake kosmetik bae!

*kemudian aku belok*

Jadi hikmah yang dipetik dari percakapan ini.... ga ada sih ._.
Yang aku tau:
Pertama. Si adek cewek fix ga suka sama cowok itu -_-
Kedua. Kayaknya si adek cowok emang niat mau mutihin badan deh.

Pertanyaannya. Si adek cowok pake apa coba ngelindungin dia? Badan? -_- oh My! anak jaman sekarang...